IF YOU WANNA BE MY LOVER
YOU GOTTA GET away from my friends because they’re more attractive looking and cooler than me and you might choose them instead which i completely understand because im ugly
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the others when the sidewalk doesn’t fit a group of three
Before you get emotionally invested in me, just know that I’m fucking crazy and I’ll probably say some asshole-ish things and then cry when you get mad at me and I have emotional breakdowns all of the time.
and this is why everyone leaves me.
This includes letting your ideas, stories and head-canons marinate in your head on a daily basis to the point of not writing any of it down because you’re either afraid of how it will turn out or too fucking lazy to write that shit down.
This is me on the bus, walking down the street, while waiting for something to happen, watching TV, shopping for groceries, showering, eating dinner and trying to fall asleep.
It’s ok…. Thanks for the kind words…
I caught that… Thank you. Sorry I’m … I can’t handle anything right now I can barely type I’m so worked up.
dammit be okay, dammit dammit dammit why why did this happen why did I let this happen dammit it’s my fault I’m sorry mom… I’m so sorry…0